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Of Jasper By Kelly Burdick " Close your eyes tight enough so everything is quiet and dark, listen to a crackling record spin, and go back. Close everything out and think back to when nothing was easy but the music made you feel like it was. It's February and it's cold and there is a full moon on its way up, up, up. It's easy inside of a small, smoky bar and the music
is going and everyone is sweating and shaking and dancing. And everything
is easy. But once those doors open, everything changes and you have
to figure which way home is the safest. You have to figure what bus
will pick you up and what store you can buy some milk from. And nothing
on the outside is easy. I was in class today, a "cultural experience class," and no one had anything to say. There are a few people who say a few things, but does anyone say what they are thinking? One man's essay is another's bore. Perhaps. Are we saying what we need to anymore? Or are we letting people like King get the last word? It's unreal to imagine what you would do if your brother, father, sister, mother was killed because of the who s/he was, and was killed in one of the worst ways you can imagine. Dragged, hanging by a thread, bloody. And the killer swears at you, your family-"FUCK YOU." Could it have been something so subtle? How come he has so much to say? King and his friends all over the country are talking a lot, and they're getting louder. Is it beyond talking anymore, are discussions out of the question? What about the supposed KKK meeting that was to happen in Ithaca a couple of months ago? Does anybody want to talk about that? It has never officially been said that a meeting did not take place. So somebody's been talking, and it's not about getting along. It's about dividing, hurting, separating, dragging. Somebody's been talking. With all of the people that make this place up, why isn't there a public forum. There's plenty of space. Maybe we need to fill up a bar, one with writing on the walls, and cracked tabletops and low-lighting, and old records playing and we need to talk about everything. The Emerson Suites fits a nice crowd but everyone leaves and heads back to their dorms, past the library, past signs about traveling to Europe, and closes their doors and finishes their homework. Does anybody have anything to say to each other anymore, or do we just let it go, because it's easier that way? And so went Black History Month. February, it's a cold month. Kelly Burdick is a senior at IC. |
