Burried emotions released.

Did you read the book "A leg to stand on" By Oliver Sacks.

Do you know the song Black Bird by the Beatles?

I am now fifty two years old and remember almost nothing from my childhood.  My parents are Holocaust survivors and lost most of their relatives there including their previous spouses.  So most of what I remember from my childhood are  feelings.  Feelings of darkness and loneliness and despair beyond words.  But all of this only came to my awarness when I was about thiry eight years old.  When I started to connect and come in touch with these deeply burried feelings I started actually to feel good.  I started to discharge.  Nature was a great healer for me.  Being alone and talking to the trees and the stars... there no one would think that I was crazy.  I started to re-affirm myself.  To Love myself.  nd there were so many layers.  And sometimes sadness and depression still comes.  Especially when my 82 years old mother comes to visit.  But the sense of freedom, of lightness that I feel most of the time is divine.  Please let your burried feelings discharge from your subconscious mind.  Be free!

One day my nephew Boaz who was about 8 or nine weeks old went to visit his father in the hospital.  The father was a heavy smoker and his leg had to be amputated becaused the blood would not flow.  No one told the boy that his father had this operation and when the boy saw his father without a leg he froze inside.  When he came home his mom noticed the changed and being a real skillfull warm and loving mother started to help the boy to release the burried emotions.  Nothing help.  Hours passed.  Many hours.  And then the mother remembered the Frog story:  "When a child gets hurt and is not reasling the emotions it is like that he  takes a tomatoe can and puts a live frog inside and burries it inside his heart.    The frogs are accumulating and are still alive.  Eventually there are so many living frogs inside the heart that the heart explodes".
When Boaz heard this story he became happy again and started crying.

The College student came to  the teacher and said: "I lost my feelings"  "Why do you think so asked the teacher"
The students replied that when his beloved grandpa died he did not feel anything.  Did not even shed a tear.  The teacher said:  "You did not lose your feeling"