"…When my little brother was barely two years old, he suffered a
loss of hearing that lasted until he was four. Understandably, this
was detrimental to his learning capabilities; little did we know that this
would only be the beginning. My brother would later be classified
as ADHD, PDD (Pervasive Developmental Disorder) and, finally, autism.
"According to the doctors, my brother would while away his life
in a world almost wholly of his own accord. They said he would never
grasp an abstract thought; never understand love or hate, joy or pain,
security or terror. Yet, On September 11th, 2001, and the following
days, my little brother experienced the same feelings that the rest of
us were dealing with. I recall his constant seeking of reassurance
that Osama bin-Laden would not come to snatch him away in the middle of
the night like some bogeyman out of our childhood nightmares. A week
later, my brother would watch the 60 minutes special on terrorism.
He now understands what happened. However, unlike many, he seeks
no revenge, he desires no restitution, he feels no anger towards terrorists.
Call it naïve if you will, call it innocent, to me it remains special,
for my little brother, and people who share his difficulties also share
a special gift that the rest of the world must fight for on a daily basis.
"People diagnosed with autism do not differentiate between themselves
and the world around them; to them it is all directed inward. In
essence, each is the pivotal point of his or her particular world.
Perhaps it is selfish, but how can we place that label on someone who does
not follow the conventional view of what defines self? While it is
true that they have difficulty understanding individual people's emotions
and reactions, by that same token, autistic people usually do not discriminate
between individuals' appearances, races, ethnicity and sexual orientation.
"…To him, the world is a place to be explored, grasped, and comprehended
as he tries to become just a normal boy…"