Sports Story
Running free
Former track coach to speak on campus about homophobia's presence in sport
Eric Anderson spent 25 years behind bars. He was innocent of
any crime, but his punishment was severe.
The key to his freedom, however, was lodged deep within his
soul. Anderson was imprisoned not by bars of steel, but instead by
bars of fear. He was enclosed by his
confidentiality, and terrified to reveal his true self.
“Anytime you withhold any secret, and you don’t have
anybody to talk with, it causes immense psychological damage,” he
said. “It’s a perpetual fear of being discovered that literally lingers
over your brain every minute of every day, and it is a prison unto
its own.”
But finally, in 1993, he found his get-out-of-jail-free card.
The skeletons came out of the closet, and so did he. In doing so,
Anderson became the first openly gay high school coach in
America.
At the age of 25, while living and teaching in Orange County,
Calif., Anderson
finally mustered up enough courage to proudly proclaim his
sexuality. He said he had known he was gay since the age of 6 but
led a sheltered life and spent his childhood and teenage years
paralyzed by fear. After coming out, he found the experience so
liberating he couldn’t believe he had
incarcerated himself for so long.
“Once you come out, it’s so overwhelming, so enthralling and
so empowering,” he said. “It’s kind of like a roller coaster. There’s
some scary moments, but you’re glad you’re on the roller coaster.”
It was a ride that took Anderson, now a researcher and
lecturer at SUNY Stony Brook, from the brink of unemployment to
the role of the professor in TBS’ “The Real Gilligan’s Island.”
“I went on the TV show specifically for the purpose of giving
America yet another image of a confident gay person,” said
Anderson, who received his Ph.D. in sociology last year at the
University of California at Irvine. “I wanted to go on TV to represent
an intellect, as an
openly gay professor. And I did it, and I had a great time doing it.”
Wednesday, his travels will land him on South Hill. His speech,
titled “How Homophobia Hurts Heterosexuals” is slated for 7 p.m.
in Textor 102.
Lisa Maurer, the coordinator of Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and
Transgender Education, Outreach and Services, said Anderson’s
visit is an attempt to raise awareness about the problems of
homophobia across the nation.
“It’s not just gay people who can be hurt by homophobia,”
Maurer said. “When we think of boys and men, they are really in the
crosshairs of our mainstream society’s ideas of what it means to be
a man and how that may or may not become confused with what it
means to be gay.”
Anderson, the author of “In the Game: Gay Athletes and the
Cult of Masculinity,” sounded like Arthur Miller in describing
homophobia. He called it a “witch hunt,” in which people continue
to point fingers trying to prove their heterosexuality.
The problem, Anderson said, is that the accusations hurt
everyone. More specifically, straight people are the on the losing
end.
“The key here is we need to stop looking at this as a problem
for gays and lesbians,” he said. “We need to start looking at
homophobia as a problem for heterosexuals.”
One arena in which masculinity and
homosexuality clash is on the playing field. After all, a sporting
folly in the sixth grade earned Anderson the nickname “Gumby” —
a name designed to ostracize him at first, but which he later
learned to enjoy. As a track coach, Anderson withstood a barrage
of insults, as did his entire team. He was quickly identified as “the
fag coach,” and his team was “the fag team.” Even a local high
school, Fountain Valley, where Anderson was a substitute teacher,
became known as “Faggot Valley.”
“High school tends to be the most
homophobic time of a cohort,” Anderson said. “It’s where
everybody’s running around proving they’re not gay, which is
impossible to do.”
Though times have changed greatly over the last 12 years
since Anderson has come out, he still said there is a long way to go
before real equality and acceptance are seen.
Ellen Staurowsky, professor and chairwoman in the sport
management and
media department, said Anderson’s visit is a step toward achieving
that equality. She said she hopes his lecture will create a
dialogue that has not yet existed on this campus.
“He talks about the gender-sexuality complex,” she said. “We
literally deal with this on the playing field all the time, but we are
not encouraged to talk about these issues. He’s going to help us
have a conversation about these things.”