This is my Old Story....
My Current Story is that I am learning to Breathe. Since about age 14 until recently I suffered from frozen fears that manifested as states of sever depression. When I was about 49 years old, I was transported (in my mind) from a deep state of deep depression to my mother's womb. The depression disappeared and I felt cozy and warm. Then I saw a cave and in that cave I saw the scariest and ugliest monster. The instant I saw the monster I was transported to heaven. I sang songs of gratitude to God (Hallelujahs) for 15 minutes. The meaning of this experience clarified gradually. My mother to whom I was connected with the umbilical cord, was in a state of frozen fear and depression and did not respond to my calls for love (as an embryo). Lately I discovered the Presence Process (by Michael Brown) and it is helping me immensely. This is my current story.